Judas-/Priest?

trying to get access
to the world
got axed by the harsh realities,
crucified by the excesses
of previous generations,
and
branded like extra cattle
in a statistician's wet dream
to a simple term
x.

x,
mere cross.

executed
Jesus Jones.
betrayed
Malcom X.
wasted
x.

revival
in raves,
with acid
the stimulation,
techno-industrial,
the howl
and
lazer beams
the eternal search
of the insignificant,
x;
the pit,
the temple.

waiting for
salvation ...
(until the Bodhisattvas)